Sunday, 22 September 2013

Organic Farming on PEI, the Harvest Moon and the Life and Death of Raymond Loo


Just west of Hunter River, we crest another rolling hill of which Central Queen's PEI is noted for. Both passengers in the vehicle, my youngest daughter and I cast a lingering glance backwards over hill and dale our gaze caught in full by the piercing beauty of the rising moon.

If ever a skyscape could be called a moonscape, this was one. The moon, one day shy of full, rose majestically above layers of billowy colour blanketing the sky. Quite literally breathtaking, the depth of inky blue which rested upon an even deeper layer of pinky melon looked intentional. It nestled upon the darkening, green hills, seemingly upholding the boldly glowing upturned face of the soon to be full harvest moon. A sight of supreme gentleness that only true unadulterated beauty can lay claim to, this was the scene which caught my breath.

On our way west of Charlottetown, to the small town of Kensington to pay our last respects to a pioneer in the local, organic agriculture movement, our friend Raymond Loo, we couldn't help but make the connection between the passing of such a well loved and respected Island farmer and the beauty of the sky that evening, the eve of Raymond's wake, and the eve of the Harvest Moon.

My eight year old daughter who wanted to join me in bidding Raymond farewell and in expressing condolences to his grieving family, noted the fact that Raymond's wake was held under such a beautiful sky. 

"It's like the Harvest Moon is for Raymond...because he was a farmer, he harvested so much." was her knowing response.


Instantly, upon hearing of Raymond's passing away from cancer earlier in the week, I felt veiled in a sadness that was confusing to me. He was not  a family member, or even a close friend, rather  simply an acquaintance whose lifestyle I admired. Yet the more I reflected on the roots of my sadness, the more clearly I understood how deeply his presence had touched my life.

After meeting Raymond  at the local Farmer's Market many years ago my husband and I purchased both organic beef and vegetables from Raymond and his family. Anytime we would see each other, most often at the Charlottetown Farmers Market, I would stop and have a sometimes lengthy chat with him about what he was up to with his farming and about the state of agriculture on this fair Island of ours. Despite facing  industry challenges enough to frustrate even the most patient person, Raymond maintained a steadfastness and enthusiasm in the pursuit of organic farming that was quite remarkable. The sense of earnestness, and the energy he brought to any conversation we shared was pleasantly unique and left me feeling inspired and uplifted each time we spoke because I knew that he applied that very earnestness and enthusiasm to his farming.

 I recall Raymond getting worked up during one of our conversations over someone calling soil "dirt". He apparently corrected the wrongdoer, asserting his belief that dirt was something altogether different from the nutrient rich humus in which he grew a wide array of  organic crops and upon which his livelihood depended.


 His smile was as wide as a broad brimmed hat, his heart as big as his dream for seeing PEI become a leader in the world by becoming an Organic Island. He shared the view that changing methods of farming away from the highly industrial, chemical laden method we have come to expect as normal, and somehow necessary for the large scale production of food, towards a more sustainable method of farming as practiced by the organic agriculture movement in which he played a key role, would be a boon for the agriculture industry in particular and the Island as a whole. Often we would talk about me potentially writing about what he does; about the joys and challenges of farming organically. Other times we would discuss how mainstream commercial agriculture eventually drove my family and I out of our little country home into the suburbs where our well water would not be contaminated with ever increasing levels of nitrates, our country property bordered on three sides and across the highway on a fourth, by heavily sprayed fields owned by Big Business in the production of french fries for an international market.


In fact, the last time I spoke with Raymond, in June of this year at this booth at the market, he extended an invitation to my kids and I to visit his farm so the kids could see firsthand what a working organic farm was like. At the time Raymond had been battling the cancer  which he would eventually succumb to, for several months. Although he had evidently lost weight as a result of his illness, he still had the ruddy colour of a farmer in late spring, and his genuine enthusiasm for sharing a love of farming with the next generation was still exceedingly evident.

Sadly,  and despite giving him my word that in the next several weeks he would see an email in his account from me checking to see what day might work best for  us to visit, I didn't take him up on his generous offer. Life got in the way. My days consumed with finishing off what had been the first partial year of homeschooling our three children along with full time babysitting my not yet two year old niece, meant I simply did not set aside a day to make the trek out to his farm. For this I will forever harbor a sense of regret. I didn't make the time, and then Raymond's illness soon after took a turn for the worse, ultimately culminating this week in his death. That sense of regret, coupled with feelings of sadness for his family; his boys whom he spoke so fondly of in our conversations, as well as for his still- too -young to be without a father daughter (the apple of his eye) and his wife, too young to be a widow, as well as the deep sense of loss I felt for the organic agriculture movement, both local and national, of which he was an intrinsic part: all of this I carried in my heart as we looked upon that harvest moon swelling in the early evening, mid September sky as we drove through the heartland of agriculture on PEI, to Raymond's wake.


Goodness, to me, could be described as choosing to make those choices which lead towards living more gently, thoughtfully, more sustainably and with a greater respect and zest for life. I  realize now that I am wholeheartedly attracted to the energy of those who day- by- day attempt, despite their human-ness, to lead lives that leave the world a better, more hopeful place. Without reservation I can say that I returned many's a time to converse with Mr. Raymond Loo, ordinary and extra-ordinary man, because of having an intuitively deep sense of his hard earned desire to make his small corner of our little Island a better, healthier, more life enhancing place to live.



My deep and sincere condolences on Raymond's death go out to Raymond's family and to all those touched by Raymond's sense of life. The harvest moon has taken a fine one as its own. This coming week we celebrate all things organic on PEI...let us not soon forget the wonderful contribution Raymond made by his example in the field of organic agriculture. Let us continue on in our efforts to support small scale local organic producers such as Raymond's family's farms. After all, the security of our food is gently held in their knowing hands.
Sincerley,
Jill MacCormack

                                                                                                              




Saturday, 21 September 2013

International Day of Peace 2013 Wish for Peace...Work for Peace

Wish for Peace
On this most glorious late summer day, which is also the International Day of Peace, I am writing to you with a wish for peace.
I wish for peace for all of you, for all of us, and for our world with all its brilliant beings.
I wish for peace for the air we breathe, for a reprieve from pollutants that dog it every day.
I wish for peace for the soil we tread, for wise and gentle hearts and hands to preserve the land which lends us food and beauty.
I wish for peace for the waters of our Earth, that they may be free from man-made contaminants, and revered for the life they offer us.
I wish for peace for our creatures, that they may be treated with loving respect, and granted the dignity they deserve.
I wish for courage for all to take a stand that speaks for life in all its varied and unspoken forms.
My wish for peace includes a great desire for respect: for all that we have to offer each other in our hearts, and for the courage to willingly share that openness.
I wish for the ability to be present to the silence within and open to that presence within others.
I wish for recognition for all. For everyone to be lovingly revered for the simple fact they exist.
I wish for all to have a sense of spaciousness in their lives surrounding issues or challenges they may face.
I wish for an elevation of awareness about the ways in which we are unsuspecting oppressors towards ourselves and others in our daily lives.
I wish for freedom from the ideas which control us and constrict our souls from a true experience of wonder and love.
I wish for voice for all who have had their voice taken away.
I wish for joy for those whose hearts are filled with hatred.
I wish for peace for those whose hearts are filled with fear.
I wish that we would look at ourselves and others with eyes of love.
I wish for all the experience of a heart soaring with delight at the hopeful possibility each moment offers us.
I wish for bravery for all to break the barriers that separate us from each other.
I wish for courage for all to remove those walls that tell us peace is not possible.
I wish to meet you all on the road that leads to peace between my heart and yours;

freed from judgments,
freed from competition,
freed from comparisons,
freed from the burdens of regret
freed from the need to be right,
freed from a sense of lack…Freed.

As we are emptied, so too shall we be filled;
Filled with a grateful heart, I will know you when we meet upon our journey.
I will feel the abundance that you carry within you.
Our footsteps will echo with receptivity despite the many miles that may lie between us.
Peace sweet world…begins within.
Much peace to you as you journey…The Creativity Project